| Location | Hebburn |
| Age | 27 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 08/05/1971 |
| Date of Death | 06/05/1999 |
| Visitors | 1,179 since 14/06/2008 |
| Creator |
John William Mcmanus
Died-6th June 1999
How did he die- Took his Own Life
family-1 Brother Peter 2 sisters Susan and Louise
Wife- Wendy Ayre
Kids- age 18 on the 24/11/90 Stephanie Ayre Mcmanus, and age 13 on the 25/12/95 James John Mcmanus
Mother and Father in law- Violet Ayre and Henry Ayre
Brother in law-Brian ayre and wife Linda Ayre
Brother in law-Mick Ayre and wife Lynn Ayre
Nephews and Nieces-Amanda, Brian, Christopher, Micheal
My tribute- well he was a lovely man i always loved him, when he died it never hit me till the funeral, He had blonde hair and blue eyes, I thank the people that were there for me when he died, which are my Mam,Nana and Granda, and Uncle Brian and Linda including my Mams sister Yvonne
we lived in peterborough, but he was from Hebburn
i would like to thank all the people that come on my dads page and light candles.
here is a poem for you dad
DAD
Dad...so many images come to mind
whenever I speak your name;
It seems without you in my life
things have never been the same.
What happened to those lazy days
when I was just a child;
When my life was consumed in you
in your love, and in your smile.
What happened to all those times
when I always looked to you;
No matter what happened in my life
you could make my gray skies blue.
Dad, some days I hear your voice
and turn to see your face;
Yet in my turning...it seems
the sound has been erased.
Dad, who will I turn to for answers
when life does not make sense;
Who will be there to hold me close
when the pieces just don't fit.
Oh, Dad, if I could turn back time
and once more hear your voice;
I'd tell you that out of all the dads
you would still be my choice.
Please always know I love you
and no one can take your place;
Years may come and go
but your memory will never be erased.
Today, Jesus, as You are listening
in your home above;
Would you go and find my dad
and give him all my love.
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When somebody dies, a cloud turns into an angel and flies up to tell God to put another flower on a pillow.
A bird gives the message back to the world and sings a silent prayer that makes the rain cry.
People disappear, but they never really go away.
The spirits up there put the sun to be, wake up the grass, and spin the Earth in dizzy circles
Sometimes you can see them dancing in a cloud during the daytime when they're supposed to be sleeping.
They paint the rainbows and also the sunsets and make waves splash and tug at the tide
They toss shooting stars and listen to wishes. And when they sing wind-songs they whisper to us, "Don't miss me too much.
The view is nice, and I'm doing just fine"
Unknow
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hi dad sorry a havent been on xxxxx
hi dad sorry a havent been on in a long tym a miss you so much n wish u were her i got every fik i want for christmas this year wish u could ov been there i love you so mutch with all my heart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Still Luv & Miss You John xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Still Luv & Miss you John you were Gone Too Soon Forever Young Angel Lots of Love Linda Brian Amanda & Brian xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
HAPPY CHRISTMAS JOHN XXXXXX
Hi John, Wishing you a very Merry Christmas wish you were still here we miss you coming on christmas eve to help us with all the pressies, Wrap up warm cos its really cold now Luv & Miss you John, All our Luv Linda Brian Amanda & Brian xxxxxxxxxx
do you know the number
please do you know the number for heaven up above i want to make a call to someone that i love,telephone directories enquiries,oh yes i have tried them all,i even asked the local priest because he talks to god you see i thought he,d have a direct line but he was no help to me,i tried the yellow pages but nothing seem to fit i just want to talk to you for just a little bit, love theresa xxx
hi dad
hello dad it james just hear to say i misss you all time and am 13 now well am going bye love you always xxxxx
new yearss evee 6 mins to the count down
2008 is nearly ovaa now uncle john and its so hard to leave he past and look aheadd :/
well its he count down to 2009 and its been a long wait but we all will look forward to the future but we will neva forget you uncle john xx
you were the best uncle evaa love u loadss xx
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Unclee Johnn I Miss Youu Loadzz I Want You To Comee Backk :/ But I Know It Wont Happen So I Have To Wait ill We Meet Agenn:(
Ave Just Recently Loast A Matee Andd Its Soo Hardd :/
Am Justt Gladd Avee Got Me Matess All Behidee Is
Andd Anoo My Mam And Auntie Lousie , And Uncle Peter
All Miss You Loadz ,,I Shud Be At Skool Noww But I Got Kiked Out :/ But I Might Be Aloud Back In Tomorrow Just To Let You Know :P
Your Funeral Song Bridge Over Troubled Water Was On The X Factorr The Other Week Coz I Stop And Listined To It:)
Katelyns B-day Is Tomorra Shes Gunnah Be 7:)
And Then Sams On The 1st Shes Gunnah Be 23:)
I Dont Think Am Looking Forword To Christmas
I Neva Do Enjoy It Coz It Just Brings Back All The Memories:(
Am Going To Leeds On Saturday With My Bf:)
Shud Be Goood
I Cud Writee For Evaa On Heaa ,,Theres Soo Much To Sayy ,, I Wish You Were Heaa For Like A Minutee So I Cud Give You The Biggest Cuddle Evaa And To Hear Your Voice Agen..
(8)Big Big World I Likee That Songg Too (L)
And Am Sorry I Havent Been On For Ages
Just Alwayss At Mee Nannas Thesee Dayys lol
But I Alwayss Thhinkk Ov Youu Cozz You Nevvaa Forgoten
Me And Me Mam Were Looking For Somethink The Ova Day
And We Cme Across Your Letters You Wrote To Her When You Were In Peterbrough
Tha Was Millions Lmaoo And Photos We CAme Across
It Was A Nicee Timee Just Siting On Thee Bed Readding Them :)
There Dead Old But My Mam Keeps Them Safee So They Dont Get Ruined
We Came Across Some Of My Nanas Things Too :)
Well Am Going To Go Noww But Ill Be On Later :)
To Say Other Things Lol Coz I Can Write Forevaaa like i ssed well... Lovee Youu Loadsss R.i.p Andd Takee Carree Unclee Johnn Look After Nana Rosee And My Friend James For Mee xxx
Most people walk in and out of your life.
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But only Loved ones leave footprints
in your heart.
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To Those I Love
If I should ever leave you whom I love
To go along the Silent Way, grieve not,
Nor speak of me with tears, but laugh and talk
Of me as if I were beside you there.
(I'd come-I'd come, could I but find a way!
But would not tears and grief be barriers?)
And when you hear a song or see a bird
I loved, please do not let the thought of me
Be sad .... For I am loving you just as
I always have ... You were so good, to me!
There are so many things I wanted still
To do --- so many things to say to you ...
Remember that I did not fear ... It was
Just leaving you that was so hard to face ...
We cannot see Beyond.. But this I know:
I loved you so - 'twas heaven here with you!

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